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Hello everyone,

I have been meditating alone for quite awhile. I also have been studying all kinds of Buddhist teachings by myself. This has been very useful to me but I am now coming up against all kinds of barriers in my practice. It is like I am always in the way of any higher understanding. I have always been very awkward socially. Fears and anxiety have guided me most of my life. Even though that I have seen through that kind of deluded thinking I still latch onto those old beliefs cause I do not now what else to do. Very confused and do not now what to go in my practice. I think it is time for me to find some kind of teacher. I do not now how to go about that. Anyhow any advice would be welcome.