I had a weird experience
 

one time before I became a full christian i was sick during halloween. I fell into a trance and then a man in a black suit appeared, my sickness disappeared and he showed me something that I wanted. He said, " All you have to do is shake my hand..." and I was about to until a voice came to me telling me not to, that I was being tricked. Then i said no to the man,"If it means I`m going to be with you instead of God, then i'll stay sick and I'll not be cured!" Then the man in the black suit snapped his fingers and disappeared. The momment he snapped his fingers I woke up and my sickness came back to me even worse than when I had it before. I started throwing up...It was like...the very mention of God scared him. What do You guys think of this...?

This is very much a very personal and pastoral matter, about which you should speak to your priest. It is beyond the scope of the forum to dwell further on it.