[MaraReenece]

As of late, I was plauged with horrible, horrible depression. But, I'm not here to cry and whine about that. To make that long story short... alot of events occured (none were life threatening, thankfuly) which forced me to view my life from the outside. As, I began to speak my mind more. I found myself as well exploring many avenues.

Of course, during this course of time... I realized that I hate doing computer work now. And have focused more, on learning about global affairs...

Anyhow... I was looking into taking courses for computer programming (setting me up to attempt to make it into the video game field) I found myself being profoundly uneducated in terms of what I was deeply interested in. I found myself studying, attempting to teach myself. In the end, I lost my drive.

Well, I found a college I was interested in. Which, I had been taken on line to stay local to help my mom out while I attended. I also found a job being a network admin for a fairly large company, and although I just mentioned some events that happended in different orders, bare with me~

Anyhow, I got to now. After getting through the depression.. (partly because this job as way too much free time for my liking.) I looked around for jobs... oddly enough, there's not a whole lot of ANYTHING here in toledo other then working at your local in & out mart or something. Maybe restocking at Krogers... ha... not exactly moving up considering what I do right now...

But, of course there are jobs in the field open that I, although could learn to do, know little of as of now (IT related). But, I have no interest in that...

I also, pulled my courses at the college and am looking to take classes locally, as to what I really don't know. I was think Anthropology, but I'm still weary as to as if this were to be what I'd really like to do...

So... what I ask from you guys.... help? ha, job ideas... anything. This really frustrates me because I genuinely feel stuck considering the circumstances and bills, and ya know... life based ****

Even if you have nothing to contribute in terms of a new job idea... you're more then welcome to speak on your own life and xp... I'm greatly interested in knowing a bit more about some of the other fellow onions on here. Take care, thanks in advanced!