[markkisil]

i live in las vegas. on saturday i wanted to go out and enjoy myself with friends and family, so i did. but ever since my spiritual awakening, i have only gotten deeper and deeper in discovering my own truth.

i was walking around on the strip just started screaming at people, i snapped i said you think this is life?! this is not life, you have no idea! (now some of them might, or might not know) but someone said go smoke some more crack (lol) and i just yelled look at me! look at me! and then started crying.

so my issue here is...what am i suppose to do? i dont understand how we all can sit here and talk about this wonderful oneness...but you dont see it in the outside world, you dont see it in public with regular people like you and i...i just dont understand.

[grubnismarl]

the lv strip is an unreal place. the people who go there are looking for a something that isn't in their everyday life. the lv strip is like disneyland turned to the dark side. (disneyland isn't real either but is much more positive).

why you needed to yell at people is known only to you. were you out of control? did you need to tell them something you thought they didn't know? were you just up to your nose in the internal tension created by your perception of truth and what you felt was their perception of truth?

get thee to a knowledgeable soul who can help you ground yourself, find your spirit, and maybe help pull a few psychological weeds from your garden. in any case you can't live happily or safely under this kind of tension. your mind, body, and spirit will rapidly decline.

there is love and caring in the world even if sometimes it's hard to see.
nancy in oregon

[mincarlie.frymyer]

hello 1vibrationalenergy,

remember this line from u2´s one - "...we are one but we are not the same..."

it is thanks to all the different people on earth (high/medium/low...banans/apples/oranges...call them what you want) that we get to experience ourselves, without any catalysts there would be no fire (fire of spirit).

try to be grateful that those persons aren´t you, but remember, in the deepest and purest part of your being we are one!

sending love and light to my earth/star/god brother,

may peace, love and light rule over all minds.

god, thy will be done.

sat naam

[Smittoh]

i live in las vegas. on saturday i wanted to go out and enjoy myself with friends and family, so i did. but ever since my spiritual awakening, i have only gotten deeper and deeper in discovering my own truth.

i was walking around on the strip just started screaming at people, i snapped i said you think this is life?! this is not life, you have no idea! (now some of them might, or might not know) but someone said go smoke some more crack (lol) and i just yelled look at me! look at me! and then started crying.

so my issue here is...what am i suppose to do? i dont understand how we all can sit here and talk about this wonderful oneness...but you dont see it in the outside world, you dont see it in public with regular people like you and i...i just dont understand.

yeah! keep screaming it!

it is like being the only sane person in an insane asylum. don't let yourself go down with the titanic.

strength in numbers,
foo

[doogiehoussi]

i live in las vegas. on saturday i wanted to go out and enjoy myself with friends and family, so i did. but ever since my spiritual awakening, i have only gotten deeper and deeper in discovering my own truth.

i was walking around on the strip just started screaming at people, i snapped i said you think this is life?! this is not life, you have no idea! (now some of them might, or might not know) but someone said go smoke some more crack (lol) and i just yelled look at me! look at me! and then started crying.

so my issue here is...what am i suppose to do? i dont understand how we all can sit here and talk about this wonderful oneness...but you dont see it in the outside world, you dont see it in public with regular people like you and i...i just dont understand.

i get like this at times too. i have a few times blurted things out i probably shouldn't have but now i retain my energy and just breathe.

if at anytime these needs to burst out happen, breathe. its hard waking up and knowing things that many people turn there back on and close there eyes too. remember, everyone is going through life at a different speed basically and not all are awake. that reality is reality to them. us "space cadets" see it different and are open much more to our surroundings, feelings, emotions, thoughts, and what we feel reality is.

but don't feel bad, don't hold on to that experience. it was only an experience there for you to learn and grow from.

and plus, as bad as it sounds, it feels good to release whats pent up.

all will be well and is well.

be love, be light, be one.