[Allorneadesee]

Thanks for that... lately I've had lots of things happen in my life and I'm a bit overwhelmed, so I don't know if I'm coming or going.
But to add to what I said before, If you are feeling stuck in your energy work (no feelings where there used to be, and you miss them) I'd try incorporating the middle pillar technique to your energy work. It takes time to learn but it is 'very' rewarding in terms of sensory information, and may give that little 'nudge' you may feel you need.
I'm sure it's in the energy work section somewhere, or in Aunt Clair's site. I'm pretty sure there are more than one 'middle pillar' technique, I'm talking about Israel Regardies's tech.
I usually do NEW as a warmup before I do it, and I confess haven't done it in about a year, but when I was learning/doing it it gave me some interesting results.
I also recommend Intro to Hermetics by Franz Bardon, I think as long as you've been doing this, you can take a step further in your development, start mixing & matching.