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What are Pet Peeves?
By reading I take it that its like annoying things about yourself?
In that case I have one very very very annoying thing.
I have a "psychological" problem, that is extremely annoying. I hate myself. Since I dont love myself, I have to "love" others. It means I am very very emotional and very very intense and that bugs people to hell and I realize that, but the more I realize, the more I hate myself for it and the more the whole thing goes over and over again... A psychologist asked me to tell her positive aspects of people I barely know, and I could come up with heaps, but when asked about myself, I had no clue what to say. My self esteem was really low and therefore I had to feel close to other people instead.
I'm coming out of that stuff now, but its too damned difficult to find positive aspects about myself and stop "loving" others instead. So now those of you who have spoken to me know why I am so annoying, specially people like geary and player 4 who I have spoken most to and therefore annoyed the most. Strange thing is when somebody gets to know me better, the problem isn't that bad. I really wish I wasn't that way. Thanks for reading, I cant keep what I have to say about me short either. Sorry.

Now I hope That is a pet peeve or else I just embarrassed myself in vein.



Modified by Superfresa at 9:45 PM 10/18/2005