[prearpaccew]

I hear you.
It gets stupid when the only thing that gave me strength to receive a new day was going to school to talk for somebody for 2 minutes before school started (only time I saw that person throughout the whole day), and after that, my day had virtually finished.
I just find it amazing how people stand me before they really get to know me. I can see the kind of retard I am when I get all intense and emotional and so on. That's the problem. I cant get rid of it.
The fresh start helped heaps though and now I feel I can overcome this but some times I fall straight into that again, specially when I'm lonely and something however insignificant doesn't work out.
I feel so ashamed of posting stuff like this. But oh well, what ever. I have nothing to hide...