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Old 04-15-2012, 11:51 PM   #13
soryalomop

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I remember the days when I was hardcore MEGA DOOM

I literally thought we were a mere few days away from getting the bombs dropped on us. looking back that paranoia was a outgrowth of the reality that I was woefully underprepared..so I literally tried to go full bore but actually made very little traction. a lot of that came from situations that were outside of my control : (destructive sociopathic ex spouse, rental house became a albatross, employment literally dried up, trying to wake up others when I myself was still drowning ...just a tad bit slower.)

Hind sight is always 20/20 but you never get a do over .......just a hope that you can better play the cards you are dealt tommarow.

Im still in a very vunerable state right now....but things are looking promising once I get a few more stars to align.I long for the days when I can ease up but when your in the thick of it.....its hard to see or think about anything else but the edge that you might go over with the wrong misstep.

I have gotten a bit better I try to.make sure my kids days are happy ones and for the most part their days are full of laughter. it helps me to take a more postive spin on things I tend to say to myself if the world wasn't going to be a better place God would have never blessed me with the Wee Ones.


I guess I'm.a work in progress and if I did have it I would spend a good chunk of time building the best memories cause when you think about it...your life will boil down to a couple of key moments...so I responsibilty is on you to make sure that those key moments are happy ones.

Taint easy but I'm working on it.
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