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04-07-2007, 10:25 PM
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aahz, yeah I have that same problem. I mean it's not a problem naturally, but.. I really can't relate. Of course my tolerance for pain hasn't been tested like yours have, but I can't even relate to suicidial tendencies. I even get a bit angry that people would do that. Of course the situation has gotten out of the hand if a person really tries to kill themselves, but I still always kind of think why would they try to do that and hurt so many other people.... naturally the situation was out of the hand quite obviously, so there's no reason to blame them for it.
But still, my natural reaction is slight anger, as in why are you so weak, why can't you help yourself, find help, accept help, why do you keep being this weak. It might not be the most humane reaction, but that's what naturally comes to me. Then again I believe in the absolute right for your own body and mind. That is, if you want to kill yourself, you know.. you can. Who are we to say you can't end your life. But that's only philosophical angle to it, I still feel let down by him.
I think it's getting to b a joke of a some kind. THis would be the third person to kill themselves in my immidiate circle, and I don't even know how many in the circle of people I know. 4th? 5th? What the **** is that all about, ALL young males. Well fits the statistical profile.
I can't relate. I can't understand it. I mean I can reason it, but I can't feel it. I understand struggle, but I can't understand struggle getting this big of a hold on your life. Obviously it happens. I guess it's impossible to understand depression unless you've really experienced it so.. maybe it's something I won't understand, the domination of the feeling what it gives you, or the suppression of life.
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