[nretdjuend]

I think im done with drinking. I had not had hardly anything to drink in the past six months. With the exception of a few beers here and there. But never enough to get drunk. I was feeling good about things to. And with the exception of a few days when work got me irritated I had been very up beat and happy.

But I got tipsy over the 4th and then went downtown and got drunk last night. Now im in this depressed, pissy mood. Where I just feel lost and want to analyze every thing about my life and it makes me depressed. Even though I know my life is a great and im doing very well and I have no real reason to be like this. I used to be a very happy drunk, but now I find myself (while still happy for the most part) geting pissed off at the slightest little things.

I don't know, I hope this makes sense to some of you. Im sure I will still have a beer occationally. But I just got to stop getting $h!tfaced. Im 27 years old now, maybe my body just can't handle it like it used to. [no]

Oh well, Rant off.