[preptarra]

Thats it.....I just came back off holiday yesterday, and my GF came round tonight. I could tell somthing was up, but i brushed it off.

We had some dinner and then sat down to watch some tv... Still, somthing was up, i didnt poke or nag, just brushed it off.

About 2 hours ago, she said to me "I need to talk to you".......... somthing was up.

My heart immediately skipped a beat and panic mode set it.... i know this wasnt good news.. what news is!

So she began to speak, and i knew what was going to come out of her mouth......

"I think we should spend some time alone for a while"




She hasnt been feeling the same way for the past 4 week, and i knew she was hiding somthing.

Im broken.... i dont know what to do, im shaking, crying and everywhere i look, i see parts of her.... A photo together, a toy she brought me, a note she left on my book etc....

Im lost.... im alone