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Hi Aunt clair I published this on question bruce but i don't believe he's around so i'll article it here.thanks - I been after substantial NEW cleaning been wanting to wanting to challenge. My answers are quite disturbing and thought with this you can shed some light Knowledge. I put myself into a trance (by working energy up my leg,this appears to occur normally) and in this trance i try and task out,no response,then i could possibly get my head out as i do i have the presence and see something fly at me I get it in my astral fingers and am driving it away but it's intensly strong and some feelings of something going into my straight back so i decided to try all types of banishment i know,swipes of energy,fire thoughtform,calling out to dieties/angels/guides.no response,not even minor allowing of pressure.I felt extreme surges of energy and thought "this may be a seeking to reassimulate" and so i decided to keep my head out and see (as i'd buried my head inside when it was traveling at me) and what i found looked like a husky child with tendrils coming out of it and reaching into my back,as well as a coming out of its from and into my stomic.It didn't respond it just kinda looked at me with these large black( even grey-alien searching) eyes and then i gave up because it was to strong and felt it enter my stomic and an enormous wave of energy went put me. Whats more freaky i chose to keep and decide to try my human anatomy again after spending sometime in the trance equilizing with the power within me. Anyway I tried to drive out again and again,it was such as for instance a organization truend and went at me again,again it was exactly the same child and this time around it entered my chest and reassimulated there.freaky freaky expreience. I'd two different occasions to this experience since then.is it some somewhat astral organization that's gestated in me or my perhaps my increase using that type for some subconciouss cause? In either case its creepy as hell. Previously in trances i'v felt like there's another me that often i come right into conflict with,i thought that was my mental and astral bodies. Anyway I actually do cleaning included in new and would picture if this was an organization it'd perhaps not discover that welcoming so any perception on this would be great