[Sakkola]

Well I might as well put my two cents in...6.5 weeks after "discovery"

How much weight did you lose/gain? [i]lost 17 lbs, I am now high school graduation weight(18 yrs ago). It's like I never had 2 kids. I look fabulous! Size 1 or 3 jeans, tight butt in those low cut styles, luv it when men at the store check me out, luv it more when he's with me and sees it!/I]

Did your sleep pattern change? What sleep? Check out my posts-some are middle of the night. I'm lucky if I get 3-4 hours in a day or night.

Did you become physically ill (flu/cold/pains?) Cold all the time, not good for upper midwest winter. Can't eat, I force myself to when were with the kids.

Did you struggle to go out in public? I struggled to put on a "happy face" otherwise I just struggle to move.

Did you have thoughts of suicide? Not really because I don't want some nasty piece of crap wh0re raising my beautiful daughter and handsome baby boy. I did think of hurting myself for attention, like spraining my ankle running and needing him to wait on me.

Did you have thoughts of revenge? Um yeah..big time. Way before I was married, I got a guys phone number one night. We played darts and hung out l5 weeks in a row for a dart league. Well after all this flirting, he finally gives me his number. The next night I see him out at another bar with a girl who has a big ring on her finger. I go up and introduce myself as someone from darts. Yeah-their engaged. I then told him that I was glad he found someone that was willing to understand and live with herpes. That number hit the trash fast-I think her ring did to! I haven't decided what to do about the nasty piece of crap my husband works with yet. I welcome suggestions!