[AngelaJohnston]

He said that he loved me.

I'm not sure what has transpired. We were throwing a friendly banter for a while, but the next thing that i knew, everything seems to hold a deeper meaning. I'd like to open his mind and examine his thought process one by one, just to know at exactly at what point did our interaction change. Things are fun and game until one of us gets hurt when the other pushed too far, and i valued him too much to ever hurt him like that. It's weird because we haven't even seen each others' face or know the precise history of another; yet one thing turn into another until here we are, standing on this mess.
Attachments make things heavier; expectations dampens our wings. Fluttering here and there, playing with muds and stirring a pot of explosive substance suddenly feel like a dangerous thing; that i should thread more carefully since another's name is attached to mine. I thought that i could do it; after all, it's still all fun and games, right? But i guess i overestimate my own barrier. I didn't expect the cracks to be this deep when i don't even have a firm footing.
I don't even know if i could trust him. Confessions are easy, especially if you don't get to meet the recipient eye-to-eye. I'm having too much fun until i forget that this all supposed to be a farce. I unthinkingly reply 'yes', and now, I'm left to fix this crumbling fortress of lie. The stones are cracking as fast as i could replace it, and the hooks sinks deeper and deeper. Of course, I assume that we've both had feed each others illusions. But the feeling of having yours being dismantled right in front of your eyes tasted foul. Being pried open isn't pleasant, especially if the truth is such an ugly sight. Things are... not so fun anymore.
Suddenly i need to think deeply to utter even a single word. The pressure is real, but i don't even know why or how. Perhaps i inherently understood why, but i refused to acknowledge it. This was a place to de-stress. I shouldn't be forced face those complicated issue. And yet. I'm neck-deep in this muck, and he is simply too nice. I loathe to continue this, yet i hate to break him.
But well, there... shouldn't be any lasting damage, right? After all, everyone knows that this is not serious. He is not stupid, so i think he'll be fine. There's no pressure.... really. I could simply approach him with another name, if i want; i know what makes him tick. Most importantly, this isn't real. It should've been fine, right?

[Reso1ution]

I am totally against online dating

[GordonReid]

I also not a fan of online dating, but somehow people manage to fall in love there

[Philip67]

I wouldn't suggest any online dating app, the best app is meeting in person, especially if you are still young and full of energy and power to conquer this world!
I have personally broken up not long ago, so I'm not seeking any nightstands or just temporary relationships, or even long-term, I'm just chilling out and having fun with beautiful girls with no sex or by other relations with them. As for me, sexual relations don't make sense if you don't have the feeling for a particular person. I've read so many articles on https://breakupangels.com/tag/movies/ before I finally got the point of long-term relationships with deep feelings and trust.

[Issuer]

As a matter of fact, I don't understand why you didn't like online dating? In fact, how many people there are so many opinions about this, but I know that many succeed and they create families. For example, I advise you to take a look at this site, and it's a pretty good resource for dating an older man, so decide for yourself.